Oil painting hot off the easel. Mountains with bridge over a river flowing from a lake. Deep lush pine forest at the foot of snow capped mountains. It’s so long since life allowed expression of creatively in art. I liken the feeling to famine of the soul. If you are drawn to work with paints or pencils or words and at every turn of life, these passions only make the feelings stronger. Then whether you are good or bad, this pull will always help you improve and learn and share. Never give in, find time to set something down. Just for yourself freely, then, perhaps bravely for a fee.