green leaf trees during daytime

One of the qualities I admire the most is Self-Control. My persona lacks this quality in many aspects. Ever since I lost the one person that mattered the most to me, controlling my emotions, my inner being, is one of the most difficult things I have had to face. The darkness of my thoughts plague me and have gotten the best of me for a few years now. They still do. This journey of self-discovery through pain is certainly difficult, but I’m willing to keep going. I’m willing to do it, to get to the end of my days, shaped by frost, shaped by hardship, on my own. My God will be there with me.